Can you feel him?

June 1st. I still can't believe that it's almost 1 year since his 'passing.' Not only that, but the start of this hoax, which I believe so much in. I must admit, being a part of this great adventure isn't easy. I had so much to sacrifice but I it was all worth it. It's a great adventure, it really is.

There were so many thoughts racing in my head that it's really hard for me to put them into words. Despite the negative energy, I'm glad  that most people have calmed down. I've noticed that. Maybe because we are nearing June 25th. That day is of grave importance for most people and is also another normal day for some. For hoax believers, some of us are waiting for BAM!'s day. For Michael Jackson Fans, some are waiting for Justice to be served. Either way, we are all here for the same reasons. And one of them is all because of Michael Jackson.

Sometimes, I think that the whole world doesn't need to know he's alive. Let those who want to find out for themselves. You know his alive, now what? I don't think getting EVERYONE to be involved in the hoax is a good thing. I'm fine with the "MJ Fam" and "Believers" being aware but seriously, everyone? "I know he is alive! I know it in my heart!" Yes, we all do. But I don't think pushing everyone to be a part of this is a good thing. Not everyone can be trusted. I know that we also need to look on the good in everyone but this is dangerous too. This wouldn't even be possible without the starting foundations. In my honest opinion, nobody created the hoax but Michael himself. We are simply guided by what he left: clues, messages, etc. I don't think that getting too deep in the rabbit hole is a good thing because it would all just not add up. We read between the lines but we overlook things even if we know and sure of that it's not really connected or even interrelated. BUT, we can't really be sure of anything. That's why we doubt. That's why we're still here.

I still hope for a BAM!'s day but I don't think that will happen anytime soon unless we get everything done and get it right! Let things come naturally to you and then investigate/research/find more about it. Michael taught us so much and taught us well enough to understand what is essential.


Do we need more proof? Or aren't we enough for him? Think about it and feel it in your heart. We are guided by his light, always.

Always and Forever,

RDJ

How do you L.O.V.E. me now?

It was minutes ago while I was randomly browsing the forums/sites that a thought suddenly came to me. I was just rereading the posts, updates, news, etc. when one of the recent ThisIsAlsoIt.com (or TIAI) redirects came to me. It was THIS redirect that made me... (I don't really know how to describe the feeling, sorry) kind of disgusted, I can say that, not only with what's happening but also at how people are reacting and taking action (not only with the whole Pfeiffer thing).

Jackson Fans are an army of L.O.V.E. The media should take notice. Always, Jermaine J

When the thought came to me, I bursted out laughing. I mean, seriously guys, you hear people saying It's All for L.O.V.E. when in reality, they're acting like hypocrites who doesn't give a damn shit. Do we even deserve to be called Soldiers of L.O.V.E.? When all we do is to oppose violently if we disagree or get disappointed? And yes, the media DID take notice of the absurd and violent behaviors of the fans, non-fans, believers, etc. Is that what Jermaine said about us being an Army of L.O.V.E.?

I don't know how this whole investigation got filled with so much hate and negativity but please, for once, did you ever look back at your actions? It seems that much has already been said about this but I just can't sit somewhere and watch people tear each other part. It doesn't matter what the reason is, it's how you deal with the situation. I don't think cursing the shit out of someone, spreading rumors, sarcastic remarks, etc. is going to help anything. Haven't we learned anything from this whole investigation at all? Please set aside the super egos. Everyone should be respected. But if you're really a complete a-hole who chooses to hide behind your computer screen and refuse to accept the truth of it all and puts all your anger and frustration to people just so you wouldn't feel leftout, then you have to earn respect. People have been acting like bitches and snobs to people they don't like... why? Every single one of us is important. It's not always about him. It's not always about you. It's about all of us, too.

I understand what most of you are going through. I only hope and pray you all get over it and finally come to your senses to realize that we have to make that change. After all, it starts with the man in the mirror...


Remember...

(and I mean it!)

Always and Forever,

RDJ